Honestly , Seriously , what a drag

Never have i imagined i'll be missing a whole lot amount of people. I won't call my self anti-social and i won't say that i'm not wanting to socialize anymore. That's just me being a hypocrite , lol which i'm not. I'm just packed with all new stuffs i'm going through. Form 4 ain't as easy as i thought , it's definitely not honeymoon year. Who ever said that should slap them self real hard in the face -.- I'm trying to cope with all the new sub topics cause i wouldn't want anything red on my report card, no more please. It'll be hard enough to catch up again if i fool around now. Plus i have trainings from Tuesday till Saturday , apparently Monday and Sunday is the only day i'll be free , but still stuck with homeworks. One thing for sure , upcoming holidays , i'll have to meet all the people i'm missing right now. Nothing or no one can stop me , please don't even try. I miss you , you , you and you. Especially Nina Kamilia and Atikah Aliah , you too Adly Zuraidy hihi

Are you down with me ?

Highlight of the day : I kicked Akbar in the balls , hoyeah that felt great BAHAHA :)

Well today i wasn't really in the mood , dua to one particular lifeless human hihi i wonder who it is *kau terasa dah boleh pergi bunuh diri skrng* Lately i don't know what's going on. I'm not being myself , somehow i just feel not me. I've lost my inspiration to write and draw. At one moment i just held that pen but no words was written, no drawing was imaged. I'm empty somehow. Thank god i have them who's here to make my day.

So as i said , i'm not in the mood. I guess i shall end it here , taa.

p/s : babylion , if you're reading this , just so you know i need you too :( I miss you Atikah Aliah. And Nina Kamilia , i miss you a lot , haihh

Let's keep on counting the seconds.

2 months; 62 days; 1488 hours; 89280 minutes; 5356800 seconds♥

Yes i am few days late cause i've been away. But whatever , Happy 2 months babyafro , i love you loads

Guess who's back

Fuck , what a week man. I have to reorganize my sleeping time yo , i've been falling asleep at 8pm till 12am then stay awake till 4 am and back to sleep. What a mess , damn it.

I haven't really got that exact free time to blog. School in the morning , hockey training in the afternoon and homework at night. Right after midnight is my time for Adly :) On monday , i was suprised to see Farid and Faiz , yeah the long lost twins. They were infront of school , picking Balqis up i guess. Farid hugged me like there's no tomorrow :O Then i was suprised that Syaza called me up and said she's in Shah Alam, so i met her too that day. Yeay me ! Tuesday nothing much happened i guess , just hockey training and i met Farid again , that's all. Wednesday was olahraga training, then Megat and Shahni thought me and Sabb how to dance , lol. Then we danced in the rain , bahaha.

Today was okay i guess. A wicked feeling mixed up in one day. Pissed off , exhausted , crack and loads more. Julie picked me up , Bad drived and Noi was there too. Went to Section 7 to pick up Dolly and then head back to Section 2. Jacky came later on. Hockey training was exhausting , had to run around the rugby field , then push ups , star jumps , sit ups and other shits we had to do. TIREEEEEED as fuck now. So i guess that's it , nothing left to say. Goodnight.

p/s : and yes i'm trying to not mention about someone or something. hihi good icky.

Sincerely,

Icky;

Got me coming undone

I've been practicing for this Hindi dance. Us cousins are performing for Kaklong Jaja's wedding , hihi something new for all of us. There's 14 of us , 7 girls and 7 boys. It's fun though , although it's tiring and loads of steps to memorize but yeah i can cope with it :)

Me and Adly has been ay okay , tiny fights i can push aside , that ain't tearing us apart , hell no. I know he'll never let go no matter what anyways. And guess what , i think it's adorable when he cries. Especially when he denies it , lol he sucks at lying. I love you retard♥ I wanted to meet Nina today at the skatepark but today was packed with all other sorts of stuff , so maybe next week okay baby ?Although things are just smooth , but there are several bumps that i'm going through. Thank god i have Adly and bestfriends to hold on tight so i won't fall. It seems like a big deal to me cause losing a bestfriend would hurt more than anything else, let's just hope it's not ending. 4 years and still counting , right ? :(

Okaaaay i've been listening to too much slow songs , let's pump up the beat , shall we ? Got nothing to blog about actually , it's a boring weekend *yawn* Hihi toodles.

Sincerely,
Icky;

Picture perfect fading ,

Cheerleading practice was great , we danced , we laughed , and we goofed around. It was just me , Mero , Sabb , Anis and Nad. Just trying to figure out steps and shits. Akbar dropped by , so did Wan and Shauki and Aweis.


Nothing happened today actually , but loads of laugh though. Me and Sabb was crapping all through the way. After practice , Zawir called and asked where i am. He came with his hawaiian shorts and shoes , weeeeeird combination , i swear -.- Well it explains when he said he wants to jog. I just nodded and agreed to hold on to his keys and wallet. While waiting for Zawir , me and Sabb and Mero went to KFC , i was craving for toasted twister. I ate a lot , i mean A LOT today. I had 4 meals not including dinner and supper yo ;p HAHA i'm fat , like i caaaare. Came back and showered , and heck i slept for 2 hours just now. So currently am not sleepy. Waiting to call Adly at 12.30am , hihi i love you supersavers.

I miss Nina , sobsob and not to mention Tyka , haihh i want these two babies right here , right now , please ? Grrr .

Sincerely,

Icky;

All belongs to me ,

Currently missing burping out loud with you , currently missing the way you laugh and hug me when you're embarassed , currently missing your hugs , currently missing the way you held my hand , currently missing out rough jokes and how we look so cute when we argue over something so silly , currently missing how you get jealous when i check someone else out , currently missing the way you curse when you drive and i'll hit you and you say sorry like a 5 year old , currently missing the way you like to stare at me and kiss me on the cheek just cause you felt like it , currently missing every single bit about you. 3 weeks without you might be hard , but i'll go through it. It's for a better future for you , so i'll just support you in anyways that i can. I'm going to be strong , i'm your girl remember , :) I love you baby .

There was no welcoming committee

Nothing much happened today , sorta bored. Just that my leg was aching all through the day , i swear i could barely bend my legs and i said "ouch" each time i try to sit or get up. I know , sad right ? -.-

Pretty much pissed off at someone right now , let's not mention names alright :-) After school , i got home and found Mama wasn't at home AGAIN , so i decided to go out early. I called Aleppo and he agreed to come with Bedey. How sweet , NOT -.- So he picked me up and went to KFC , forgot my cigarettes so had to buy a new one heh heh who cares , Aleppo paid half of it bahaha. Maisha came along with her hockey stick and Teha was pushing me to join them , i said i'll pass , maybe next week. Enough aching for this week. Anep came along later and so did Acap. Suka eh korang membahan :-) Korang watlek je eh hihi. The boys head back to 19 , so i called up Zawir and hanged out with my Barney. I took off as soon as Hakim came out. Boy had to ruin my day by telling me not only we have training tomorrow , but also on Saturday , damn it -.- Please , stop the aching , someoneeee. By the way , can anyone tell me how the hell can i get rid of this "bad romance" song out of my head? Yeah that one by Lady Gaga , it's getting annoying grrr

I loved accounts lesson today , i made love with it at KFC too , my homework is done so yeay no homework for me tonight :) Sit back , and relaaaax.

p/s : Adly Zuraidy , i'm missing you keding. Truth spoken , iloveyou♥

Sincerely,

Icky;

Wake when i'm asleep

It's my first day in 4Efisien and hell yeah it was fun fun fun :) I'm sitting beside Maisha so it's not that bad though. Hihi , i have Anep Zuhairy Khairul Aisyah Maisha Farhan as my classmates , just nice. Nakal tu nakal , but they do listen when the teacher is teaching , thank god :-)

I'm in Putra which is the yellow house , thank god Khairul and Hilman is also in it. So anyone is Blood Type A positive ? Cause i am , yeay hahaha. It was funny when we were all in the hall getting our blood test. Luq was very embarassing , he pushed the chair to the back when the needle poked his finger , we laughed our ass off. Dhania and Hilman is blood type B positive , Julie and Khairul is blood type O , how cool right , i knowww, me and Luq are A positive woohoo. I swear today's training was fucking tiring , we were tortured by Boy and Megat , konon coach ah kan pfthhh haha -.- They made us run how many laps i have no idea and with all those stretchings and shits , damn i can't feel my ass by the way . After training , me and Julie had to run up to my house to get Julie's stuffs , so Hilman and Khairul wanted to act manly and walk with us. As i arrived home , Papa was there so he invited the boys is. I gave them a drink , grabbed Julie's stuff and took off. Oh oh oh , I met my retard purple dinosaur named Zawir :-) He was walking around with no destination pfthh haha . It's been ages since i last saw him. His hugs are always the best , i swear :O I love you big brotha♥

Adly is like having some kind of meeting *imissyou bby :( * and here i am blogging. Suppose to be working on my accounts homework , hihi I'm on it mamaaa :p Laaaaatteeerrr (!)

Sincerely,

Icky;

In the name of victory

Okaaay so today was my 2nd day , it was great :-) Got new friends , somehow hihi. I met Yen finally , he was cutting class , as always -.- I'm getting closer to Natasha and Filza , i swear they are major crackheads , i loike ahaha. I've been sticking with Julie , seriously sticking (!)

I was about to go to science lab when Anis suddenly came in the class , i hugged her and stuff . Went to the lab , me and Natasha were laughing all through the class , receptors and effectors pfthh hahaha. But then , teacher came in and informed i'm moving to 4E tomorrow , sad but happy at the same time. Wicked feeling yo :s Natasha was like bummed , but i told her we still have recess and after school , she just smiled :) I met Farra and Zaza , then infront of school i met Alfie and Nadya , finally. I walked back with Julie and Luqman. He is one hell of a freak that came from Alam Megah , lol. Luqman walked us half way and told to meet him in KFC around 3something , so yeah i sent Julie to her grandma's but no one was home , she had to tag along to my house. We cleaned up and had lunch and went out. Luqman was late , pfth so we hanged out with Filzah, Aweis and Boy in front of school. Everyone arrived and headed to KFC , it was fun goofing around. Highlight of the day : Julie hit Luqman so many times using her flipflops till he actually fell of the chair , with his face red (!) Bahahaha that cracked me up. Zuhairy came and took off to football practice with Luqman so me and Julie hanged with Anis.

Okay the fun part , Anis was at Hockey Practice so me and Julie hanged in front of school. Then suddenly we saw this very familiar famous director passing by , and this one little girl from the movie 'Congkak' and few boys, who was actually cute bahaha. We thought that little girl was one snobbish girl , but looks like she was really friendly. They were shooting a scene, the girl was chased by the boys , and heck she was really good in acting , i swear. Thumbs up for you girl :) I waited for Hakim and head home with him. Here i am , freaking tired *sigh* I stink , wanna go shower. Oh and i finally met Azril , after 3 months yeah exactly. I miss adly♥

Sincerely,
Icky;

Let's cope with all these

Today was my first day in SSAAS and hell yeah i was nervous. I thought i would be in 4E , same with Anep and Maisha but looks like it was full. So i have to wait till Wednesday , zzz -.-

So i ended up in 4F instead , and shittt it was hell noisy , i loiiike haha . I had to sit up front. I was in the same class with Mai , Ijol , Zaky and some other people. I wasn't the only new kid in that class , thank god :-) I was suprised to see Julie , she's new and it was her first day too. Yeay (: I didn't get to meet Nadya and Anis since they're in science stream. Different recess , grr. Wanted to recess with Teha but i wanted to spend some time with Julie and catch up with life. I miss her yo ! My first day as a new kid wasn't that bad anyways. My classmates aren't that bad , and the environment is for surely different than my previous school but i think i can cope with it hihi. I miss Nina , Siti , Ayang , Thariq , Sya , Purnama , and some teachers , GAHH i miss section 9 , enough said :/ I felt weird without Nina with me , it's like a story book with a missing page , haih .

Called Nina for almost an hour just now , and updated stuffs. Baru sehari okay , damn it. So i think i'll be going to my old school tomorrow. To grab my student file and just meet my Purnama Redbulls :-) Faiq agreed to send me back home , yeay ! hehe well i'm tired , and hungry and sleepy. I miss Adly , where are you boy? -.-

Sincerely ,

Icky;

My sweet lullaby

" you're scared of frogs, you don't have to be scared of losing me cause you won't . Don't worry , i'm not leaving you" - adlyzuraidy♥

Not everything last forever , but i'll go as far as i can with you. I'll keep my promise to you that we'll grow old together. Just like you said , it's going to be a bumpy ride. So just a reminder for you baby , put your seat belts on cause ain't nobody going to fall on this journey. We'll create new history, iloveyou♥

I'm A Psycho HAHAHA

You're not the only one that's been going out at night , coming back at day and sleep all day long. It's a boring routine almost everyone's in to. So tak perlu nak batak sangat lah kan nak bagitau satu dunia. Orang taknak tau pon , benda tu dah basi dah. I bet you think you're cool :) Oh and one more thing , if you want to speak english or type it , make sure you know how to pronounce and spell it. Spelling pon bersepah , like wattafak hahahahaha. Having a lovebite is not something to be proud of and something you can show it off at school. You're acting like you were born yesterday , it's sad to know you've already lived for 16years , zzz. Admitting something bad about you doesn't automatically make you look good, it just makes you look stupid , fyi . All this stuff you're doing lately , is called culture shock honey ;) It's a disease , i hope you recover fast , cause you're getting on my bloody nerves. And thanks for telling everyone i'm changing schools , i'm touched with your concern :')

Wear me a locket around your throat.

I'm sorry for being a hard head. I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry for being trouble. I'm sorry for giving you headaches. I'm sorry i'm the cause you've been exhausted. I'm sorry i've been treating you like a dog. I'm sorry i want everything my way. I'm sorry i always blame you. I'm sorry i've never realized all the things you've sacrificed for me. I'm sorry i poached your heart a million times. I'm sorry for being rude. I'm sorry for being the roughest girlfriend. . I'm sorry for always wishing to be on demand. I'm sorry for always wanting to be right. I'm sorry for never being that supportive. I'm sorry for never giving a damn about your feelings. I'm sorry for always being harsh. I'm sorry for making you suffer all this while. You've sacrificed enough and i think you deserve a better life, you deserve the world. I'm so so sorry for everything. And i think i deserve getting treated this way. I deserve all the insults you gave me , although you said you were kidding. I deserve all those facials on your face that hurts me a lot. I know you were sick of me , i know you were just trying not to hurt me. But i know you well enough to know you didn't really want to be there with me. Take back those words you said that you think you're not good enough for me while you know i'm the one that's not good enough. You deserve better Adly Zuraidy, and i'm sorry i'm can't be your number 1. I really am. I've tried my best. I really did , but i guess it wasn't the best for you.I'm sorry for being the worst girlfriend so please don't depend on me too much cause i can no longer be the same. I'm adjusting my self so forgive me if i'm wrong , you've been my true inspiration :'( I love you, more than anything in this world.

Lift your spirit , lift them high, kiss those other teams byebye

On the track we go running running , on the field we go jumping jumping. And the crowds like the way we cheering , And we told them to keep on screaming. Come let me hear you say Purnama - nama , cause that ain't gon' make us wanna, gon' stop us from beating you. Let me hear the beat go boom boom. AUMMMM !

3 years and one month has passed , and it's time for me to let go. I'll hold on to the memories. One of the times i would feel needed and important is when i'm around all of you. Cheerleading moments , trainings , ass kicking , laughing our ass off and all the great moments. I'll miss each of you , i'll definitely miss my cheer babies , and for sure Nina Kamilia. This heavy heart of mine , is getting heavier by the minute to leave. Damn it :( I was touched when Faiz said " takde you tak best okay" and when Megat said "no no , jangan oh. Takde you i taktau nak buat apa dah" and especially when one of my cheerbabies , Anissa gave me this disappointed depressed look saying "Siapa lg nak bagi kitorang support oh" . I felt loved , i felt needed , i felt sad. But somehow i have to go anyways, and i will be there on 28th February, for sure i will, no doubt about that. I love you people, and HOYEAH PURNAMA NUMBER 1 !

Shoot an arrow at the target

Today was my last day in Section 9 :( I had my last Merentas Desa in Section 9 , it was my last day as one of the Purnama , it was my last day spending time with the team. I was crashing down. I'll miss them , a lot , indeed. Haihhh

It was great day today. Everyone was in some kind of wild spirit. I had to run around to give out ribbons , glucose and answer their questions. Carry their bags for them and this and that and this. I screamed the hell out of me. All of them started running, me and Nina head down to Emas Tika to meet up with Sara , Ayuni , Anis , Deanna , Khalis , Faris , and Naqib. Anis is in SSAAS so i told her i'll be meeting her next monday , hoho. She said she wants me to be in her team for cheerleading , woahh yeay me haha. Then Adly called saying his on the way , i wasn't excited cause yeah i had a fight with him last night. So whatever, he came and saw me screaming like a maniac cause yeah i was supporting the runners. Suddenly this lady and a man came up to Adly and it was his Aunty and Uncle , yiiiikes. Not only that , we were waiting for Nina and Sandy in Emas Tika then suddenly papa passed by. Shittt mann, i know right? But thank god it went smooth. Pretty rough at first , he was mad but then when i explained , he handed RM10 to me and said he'll pick me up later bahaha. First time my dad met my boyfriend hihi i love you papa :) Before we went to for breakfast , Syra called me. I was like yeaaaay she's in Shah Alam so i rushed over to Stadium Melawati to meet her. But by the time i arrived , her bus just left. Damn it :( i miss you baby , i miss us , i miss wllw haihhh. Pretty much today went great cause hell yeah PURNAMA WON AGAIN . Loves yous people♥

Now i'm really tired, i wanna shower, i wanna eaaaaat :O

Sincerely,

Icky;

Swift like that

Well , i can't do anything but just laugh if people keeps saying i got no truefriends. Are you blind? Can't you see i'm fucking happy with them in my life. I've got all the friends i need. Why would the quantity mean anything if all them act shitty. I've got trusted ones , like seriously. I don't need more , just stay this way, it's enough. I love you , you , you and you. You know who you are (:

Mhm today i barely stepped into class. I had to design the flag for tomorrow with all the committee. It was great , i had loads of laughs. Then stayed back , didn't go back home. I went down to the mall with Faiz. Bought some bread at Baker's Cottage and ate with Faiz in the mall. Waited for half an hour then Nina called and told me to wait in Pelita. So me and Faiz head to Pelita. Nina arrived and Faiz took off. Me and Nina walked up to Mahligai and met Sandy there, had some cigarettes, then the other girls arrived. Everyone was at the canteen this afternoon , it was great. All working together and laughing our ass off. Our flag turned out great , with the red bull , and words and stuff. Awesooooome , me liiike :D

I went back home and come across to a very bad news , tomorrow would be my last day in section 9 , my last sports activity with Purnama. Haihh i'm moving to SSAAS nxt week and today is my last day. Mhmm , i'm sorry Nina :( I loves yous still , hihi. Well can't wait tomorrow. Adly coming , me cheering , purnama ass kicking. HOYEAH :D haha i'm out of words , toodles.

Sincerely,
Icky;

Your eyes telling me lies

My previous post was harsh , rude and very complicated. Well unless some of you know who i'm talking about , then i think you wouldn't mind. To those who doesn't hihi mind my words :) That scum just gets on my bloody nerves, sheesh.

School? I barely studied anything , damn it. Was in the hall from 7.30am till 9.45am. After recess i had to walk around and ask for signatures and confirmation for Saturday. I took a break and sit down in class for an hour , i was freaking tired. I swear i felt like lying down on the floor , zzz . So i continued till 1.20pm -____- I missed Sejarah , thank you very much. Okay whatever , me , Nina and Fiera sat down together in the hall this morning , we talked so much , especially me and Fiera , about 2009 that is :') We miss them boys that used to be apart of us, i hope they still are though. I miss you boys♥ They should know who they are, hee.

Nina is coming over in like uhh , half an hour and hell yeah i'm still in my uniform , bahahaha. We're going to work on some cheers , haihh. Have to work on Accounts , addmaths and maths by tonight. I am exhausted , like seriously (!) Nothing really happened today , just that i had to see that fucking scum's face over and over and over again , ewww haha

Sincerely,
Icky;

Earth to Dumb Bitch ,

What strong words you got there , *clapclap* Should i be proud of you? Should i be scared? Should i be challenged ? Hell no , not a chance , and not likely. But should i be fucking pissed ? Hell to the fucking yeah i should. Why ? First of all , you're still blaming me that people are talking about you. Note to dumb bitch : I got better things to do you lifeless piece of shit (: I do hate you , i am fucking annoyed by your existence , i swear i wish to strangle you till you turn blue and i honestly think you're just sad, buttttt (!) i don't think i would bug your life if you didn't bug mine. You are messing not only with my life , but my bestfriend's life. What the fuck do you want actually ? Can't you just beat it and stop messing with people that has something to do with me , especially important ones. Kau pikir kau siapa nak buat orang break ngn girlfriend , pelancau lah sial? Kau dah takde life sangat ke kerja nak keluar tiaptiap malam nak carik jantan , apa masalah kau ? Kau dah takde laki lain ke nak carik , semua dia punya kau nak? lepas satu , lagi satu. Eh perangai tu dah boleh pergi mati lah pukimak. Nak kata aku tak puas hati ngn kau ? MEMANG , cause you just messed with my bestest bestfriend. I have the fucking rights to slap the shit out of you. Gila bitch bawak 2 jantan masuk rumah kau :) Alahaiiii , apa masalah kauuuu ? Tak puas hati keeeee ? Meh sini meh , aku dengan rela hati bawak orang yang memang tak puas hati ngan kau , tanpa bantuan aku. HAHAHA i got no truefriends ? Look your fucking self in the fucking mirror , i'm bloody sure it'll crack to pieces. I got no truefriends pon at least i didn't invite myself to someone's birthday. Hello , orang dah tak ajak tu jangan nak ajak diri , orang dah tak ajak tu jangan lah tanya kenapa , dah boleh paham sendiri lah bodoh. Apa bangang kau ni? Kerja nak buat semak , memang ah :) hahaha oh and when you're done stalking my comments , my friends and especially this blog of mine , jangan lah segan segan nak hantar text panjang karangan lagi eh , SERONOK gilaaaa. So yeah , text me , call me or whatever. Cause i know you still don't have the fucking guts to come up to me and prove yourself right cause you know you're soooo wrong. Hihi lots of love , icky xxx

Pissing the shit out of me ,

Anyhooo , i snoozed the whole day. I took a 10 minute nap during some shitty ceramah thingy in the hall , and wanted to sleep in the class after recess cause the teachers barely came in except for Maths, but me and Faiq had to walk around and check names for Merentas Desa which is this Saturday. Yeahh , 16th January 2010 , a day full of sweats , yeay (?) Haha. And i'm going to meet my babyafro yo :)

Hatim was being very very annoying in class with all the fake motorcycle sound and muka-mintak-kaki , pfth -.- Nina brought pie to school and heck it was fucking tasty. I wanted more , but Nina said NOOOOOO , sheeeesh ;p Somehow i just hope i'm not changing schools , but somehow i want to. I don't know what i want , helpppp ! I came back from school with high hopes to get my homework done , but nopeeeeee. Adly gave me the permission to take a nap since i was soooo tired , i have no idea why -.- So , i did hihi. Around 7pm , he called me to wake me up. After 3 minutes i was okay , and i had no idea why i thought i was the one calling , zzz then suddenly 10 minutes later the line went dead and then i remember he was the one calling. I figured right , his credit finished -___- Grrrr. I'm sorry for my Baby Lion , i hope you're okay Tykaaaaaaa :( Cheer up okay ? I'm here for you , always :)

Aaa i think i need to get my Science homework done and work on some new cheers , so yeah , later<3

Sincerely ,
Icky;

Leaves fall down

Heeeeelllooooooo (!) I was uber late for school and I guess i wasn't the only one. There was 97 of us that came late to school. Crazy Cikgu Hakim , we arrived 7.30am sharp and he still labeled us coming late, mothereff you -.- As they finished writing our names , i thought we were done so me and Nadia walked back to class when suddenly one teacher said " ni ha cikgu , ada yang TERLEPAS ni" as if we're on some episode of prison break or something. How the bloody hell should we know we had to wait , pfthh. I went up front again during AddMaths since i realized it was way easier to understand if i was there in front. And it worked , it really worked. I understood bit by bit , and i'm having fun with it. At least for now i am , bahaha. I had to call Adly for like , 35 times i think till he actually woke up. Yeah he had class at 8.30am . Go figure why i had to wake him up Haha -.-

Nothing much today. Mama and Papa are off to Melaka for few days , not sure till what day. They dropped me off to school this afternoon before they head off to Melaka. Had a 1 hour meeting with the committee and then off to Pelita to meet Putra (: He was nice enough to treat me Teh O Ais ;p Har har. Had the chance to get my Addmaths homework done , then he went back and i went back to school for training. The boys were fooling around in the hall . yeah it was raining so we had training in the hall instead. I had to figure out new cheers and stomps , like yikes more work. Not only that , costumes i have to help around , banners , flags , designs , EVERYTHING , i have to participate. Good thing i'm excused from running this Saturday. Thaaaannkkk youuuuu Meeeeggaaaat :D That was about it i guess. How boring , pfthh

Sincerely,
Icky;

All about you ,

I realized how SUPER ANNOYING my boyfriend can be, and i still love him to bits♥

Since he showed up everything changed. My dull life turned bright and colorful. Small matters doesn't seem to matter that much anymore. He keeps reminding me things will always be alright no matter how bad things turn out to be. He's always there , worried, loving , caring , annoying and cracking me up all through the day. His lame jokes are so lame till i love him even more ! :D He's short , skinny , a walking stick , not so afro , and very very annoying , i still love him no matter how bad he gets on my nerves, cause he'll still be that guy that'll crack me up early in the morning and cheer me up when my day starts to get gloomy. He supports me with whatever i do , but only if it's for my future. He laughs and adores everything i do , even when i fall asleep in his car or order for the wrong drink at a restaurant. He makes this silly face each time i try to tell him something just so i would kiss his cheek. He'll hold my hand when we're walking , and pull me closer if i walk further to zoom in something in a shop, which is fucking adorable. He wipes off my tears and kiss my forehead when i'm crying. He'll know what to get for me if i'm having the worst day. He knows exactly what to say to lift my spirits up. He knows everything about me and i can no longer lie to him. He's addicted to music , like bloody obsessed. Not to mention to that freaking annoying computer game called DOTA , his beloved proton Savvy named Alicia , his one and only EVO 3 speakers , and his one and only bass. But he keeps reminding that i'm his number 1, i come before all that stuff. I mean more than that game , that car , that speaker and that bass. He says i deserve the world. Once he said to me that he gets what he wants , and i'm one of the wants in the list and i'm the precious one, i mean more than anything. He never lasted this long with any of his ex , and suprisingly i'm the first that can really mix in with his friends. I'm proud to be his , i'm proud to own him. He drove all the way to my house around 2am and sent me Prosperity Burger cause i was effin hungry. He drove back and forth to Melaka and back to Shah Alam in one day just so he can meet me when i come home from UK. He cried when i said i needed a one week break apart , i loved him more. Although it's not his fault , and i'm not blaming him , he still says sorry just so i won't be mad at him. He protects me from any harm , he saves me from any problems and he's always the shoulder i could cry on. He's my soulmate , my bestfriend , and obviously my everything. I love you , i swear♥ Ladies , he belongs to me so please don't try to pull any stupid moves just to break us apart. Leave your comments to yourself , i don't need it. As far as i know , i've got the perfect boyfriend<3

Just don't let me down

I just came back from Giant with Mama and Haziq . I met Pian , Apis and Ali in Pelita and daaaamn , i realized how much i miss a lot of people. Those long lost lovable people. I didn't lose them , i still have them here in my life. It's just that things changed and people change. We went separate ways.

I wish to meet and spend time with :

1. Aten
2. Tyka
3. Syra
4. Lilo
5. Weyna
6. Fiqa
7. Ashela
8. Nadya
9. Isha
10. Kroll
11. Ben
12. Quraisha
13. Amer
14. Akmal
15. Faris
16. Raes
17. Nayim
18. Camping mates
19. Apit
20. Azhary
21. Nabil
22. Hakim
    
23. Jaa
24. Mad
25. Rose
26. Tykah
27. Zabir
28. Fafa
29. Ayuni
30. Sara

Yes , them all. I wish to meet up and spend a whole day with. Important people that means a lot to me. I'm not sad nor miserable , do i sound like sad or miserable , no ? Okay good , cause i'm not. I'm just a girl who's living life and missing a lot of people. That's normal , riiiight ?

I MISS YOU♥

Once upon 2006 ,

All this years i thought i could count on you ,

There was no betrayal involved , neither was trust. But what do you label ditching as ? Yeah you ditched me , not once , not twice , not even thrice. I lost count of all those times you made me wait and hope, waiting for your appearance and hoping you would actually make it. 4 years of friendship , i thought could work out better by now. It's the 4th year we've been bestfriends but guess what? It's been a year since you actually had time to meet me. The last time was when you showed up infront of my house. I was touched and suprised , i have to admit. But then , what happened ? You barely had time for me. Not even a day , not even for just 1 hour. You couldn't spare any time at all for me , but you had every single second for them. I guess i'm not as important as them. When you're down and hurt , i think that's the only time you look for me. You get jealous if you see pictures of me with my friends , as if i never invited you out. Believe it or not , i gave up inviting you cause it hurts each time you ditch. I don't know what happened to you but you are changing a hell lot. And here i am , being honest and sincere , that i swear i miss my bestfriend ;(

Plain & Dull

Today was a very plain and dull day -.- One thing that cheered me up was the fact that dumb bitch a.k.a scum didn't come. Hoho what a day. But on the other hand , the day sucked as i realized it was Monday. Any classes with addmaths has to go back at 2pm , sheesh what a bummer. Speaking of addmaths , i'm starting to get the hang of it for now , so i actually am loving it bahaha , for now that is.

I had to move to the front desk during addmaths , I snoozed during Sejarah , I enjoyed learning during Maths , I was blurr all through the way during BM , and i survived Economy. Yeay me (!) It was pretty much dull , i told you so. But i textedAdly all day , cause since his class was cancelled. I envy him for not having any class at all today , sheesh. But i pitty him cause he waked up at 7am for nothing HAHAHA sorry baby ;p Nina was still embarassed of Saturday's incident , haha i wasn't stalking you in Sunway for god sakes . We were on our way to the parking , it ain't our fault :p

I am missing Adly's hug , I'm craving for that chocalate cake Laila brought to school , I am hoping i won't be leaving Nina in 9 and move to SSAAS , I really really hope Adly can make it this Saturday and damn I am freaking sleepy , toodles.

Sincerely ,
Icky;

Lack of attention

And jyeahh i'm back. I got nothing else better to do today , i'm proud to say i got my homework done last night , ngehahaha. Okay , here's something screwing my head : I'm not sure if i want to move to SSAAS , all of a sudden i'm wishing the freaking slow PPD would actually reject my form , *sigh* It's just that , i've been in Section 9 for like , how long ? 8 years -.- Yeah , tell me about it ! I can't leave that all behind , sheesh.

What's happening lately ? Nothing much , i've been great. This bumpy ride ain't so bumpy anymore. I've finally found the right people i can count on. I'm not saying i'm anti - social , it's just that i don't entertain pathetic people IN NEED of attention. That's just simply annoying. You know with all the basic questions , how are you ? dah makan ? buat apa hari ni ? PFTHH cmonn ! -.- Adly has been my main entertainment lately , he's been there all through the way. He is definitely the first person i'll turn to when i'm feeling down , and he'll definitely pull me back up. Thanks baby, you mean a lot to me♥ Next obviously comes the bestfriends , i don't really have to list them down cause they should know who they are by now :)

Some people just can't realize how i'm enjoying my peaceful and happy life. Okay , let's just refer to this ONE particular person. Earth to dumb bitch, i was away for 3 weeks. I had better things to do there other than updating myself or anyone else what's going on with YOUR life. I'm not as lifeless as you , keep that in mind. You and your fucked up attitude fucked up your own life, so you can quit blaming people for your own stupid mistakes. Oh and by the way , all this stalking and other shits your up to is seriously getting on my nerves. How about you put a fullstop right here and move along with your sad life and stop involving other people. You can also stop messing with my friends and my family. Stop using my friends and stop being so fucking rude with my cousins , TAK SEDAR DIRI KE APA KAU NI -.- Kau dengan muka tebal kau dah boleh pegi mati skrng , like seriously. I came back home wishing things would be peaceful but noooo , you had to create a scene when i was gone. I'm tired of all this people coming to me and saying stuffs about you , cause in the end you and your fucked up attitude will blame no one else but ME. You got bloody issues , you need therapy or maybe a mental hospital. Or maybe just both of it. You hate people saying stuffs about you ? Well then stop seeking for attention and EXIT IS THAT WAY , by the way :) Much love from ICKY♥

Fruit Punch

Well hello blogspot :) And so here i am , back to blogging. Tyka was like " you dah lama en tak update blogspot " , so decided to blog again. Yeayyy me (?) haha

So yesterday i went out with Adly. I went to Nina's around 12 something , then Adly arrived around 1.30pm. He was driving Abah's Gen2 instead of his beloved Alicia *Alicia is his one and only proton Savvy , yeah he named his car* Then he realized he forgot his Holga , so we had to go all the way back to his house. And finally off to Sunway. I called Ajaq on the way , and he said he was waiting for Apek and Syam , so yeah okay then we waited for them in sunway. Cancelled movies cause most of us was out of $$. I was logically broke bahaha -.- So me , Nina and Adly waited for Anep in Secret Recipe. Bumped in to Lola on the way there. And i saw Putra pass by and got the chance to wave at him though. The service was freaking slow , so we were trying to find a proper way how to actually call the waiter , pfth. Finally one boy realized and came to us. I planned to order Watermelon Juice, but i have no idea why in the world did the word Fruit punch came out. Adly didn't realize i ordered something i didn't want , so i just shut up. And when the drink arrived , i took the first sip and felt like spitting it out. IT TASTE LIKE BANANA , a freaking BANANA -.- Adly laughed his ass off at me and took the drink away from me. He took a sip and the look on his face made me laugh my ass off HAHA he loved it like a hell lot.

I was out of cigarettes , so head down to the shop and bought a pack. Adly bumped in to his friend and so we had a cigarette there. Then Ajaq , Apek , Syam and Izzat arrived. Headed to McD and waited for Amaa. We didn't do much as soon everyone arrived. Nina and Anep went somewhere , just them both . I had to give them a little privacy yo ;p We took pictures , ate burgers , drank starbucks and blablabla that's about it. As soon as it was about to get dark , Adly sent me home. We wanted to pay the parking ticket , it cost about RM5 , but i only had RM10 and it didn't accept RM10 , stupid machine -.- so we had to go to a shop at the lower floor and buy something. I bought bubble gum and apple juice for him. And the freaking boy at the counter was getting at my nerves. He didn't have change and asked me for small change over and over again , I REPEATED " i have no small cash " for like 5 times -.- Then one lady was nice enough to come and give small change , FINALLY. We head home , and on the way my brother called saying he's waiting in front of the house. He wanted to meet Adly hahaha , and then Adly started to get all nervous and stuff , how cuuute ;p But yeah i was proud of him , he did it. My brother likes him :-) iloveyou♥

That's about it , and i'm done here. Will post more later .

Sincerely,
icky.