Spirit lifter

It's okay to be angry and never let go. It only gets harder, the more that you know. When you get lonely, if no one's around you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down. We came together but you left alone. And I know how it feels to walk out on your own. Maybe someday I will see you again. And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend :)

Yeahhh , i keep telling that to myself :) And , if you love someone , set them free . Why the fuck should i chase him if he keep pushing me away ? I rather just sit and chill . It's not that i moved on , but it's just that i am tired . So yeah whatever. I'll have to thank Atilia , Tyka , Aten , Weyna && Ashela , they helped me to get through all this and finally i just chilled and think it over :) Hoyeahh , ICKY KUAT :D haha bodoh . Garhhh , i just came back from Naeim's BBQ . Tired as fuck. Oh and Ayien is so dead -.- Grrrhh , he just did something i'm still piss at. Nevermind , i'll get you tomorrow >:) Exams ? Don't ask , fucking disaster . Science paper was head banging painful. Ahah , half of the class couldn't answer paper 2 , and the word NIPPLE popped up in one question. Kinkyyy ;p Haha wtf , stupid . And i can't believe Sejarah is on the last day , suck gila wehhh. I am totally going to fail that fucking subject , sheeeeeesh. Thinking of a school prank , school's almost over for year 08 , so think think think ;) Okay you know what i have nothing else to say , nak study , gdnght <3

Closed door ,

You took my pain away , you took me within. I never know why did you love me , you care for me. Every words that you said , did you mean it always , or you don't mean it at all? First you love me , you care for me. Then you pushed me away , you pushed me away. I was so blind, all this time , you've never been mine. And my heart is closed. I closed up the door and never been told. Never before. All the times that we shared was treasured. I'll never know why you held me close to your heart with all the sweet things that you said. Give you love, everything you could've wanted, you could've needed. I'll never know why all the hugs and the kisses will always be there. Will always be there. ;(

Open up ,

Why did it end so fast ?
and no way can i forget the past .
i wasn't given choices to make ,
then all i had to do was just fake.
A fake smile and giggle wouldn't effect anyone,
As long as they get what they want.

I stand out here in the rain,
so i can hide the tears of pain,
tears slowly rolling down my cheeks ,
this feeling makes me want to scream,
scream so loud to the top of my lungs ,
i hope and i wish that this waiting won't last so long.

All the feelings caught up inside,
someehow i just wish i coud hide.
Hide away from all the missery,
cause i'm gasping for air just so i can breathe.

Sincerely,
fatindiniafiqah.

Revealing ,

LIFE, something so unique and so complicating. And all our life , we try to look for our soulmate , our clique , our circle of friends. There will be at least one person that will be by you're side through thick or thin. But once you met someone new , the old friend you leave behind . You thought the new friend was one of a kind , and you thought that new friend will be the same as your old. But sadly , not all of them are like that. Not all of them are easy to trust. And when you realize you now have no one , then you seem to regret of letting go of what you had before . We get so fussy and choosy bout our circle of friends that we don't seem to realize how many heart breaks have we caused . We might hurt someone deep down inside , by just saying even just a word that might hurt like a knife. We choose people from their looks and their social life, we no longer choose friends by looking at honesty and loyalty as a true friend. That's why lately we've been changing friends, and not realize how much time have we been wasting by just looking for a friend, while you're friend has been there for you all along , but it's just you who can't see it . Live life for the fullest . Life's too short to be down and gloomy all the time . One word of advice , don't leave a friend behind , either new or old , cool or lame , ugly or hot , whatever kind of shits you judge from , they're still a friend :)