Honestly , Seriously , what a drag

Never have i imagined i'll be missing a whole lot amount of people. I won't call my self anti-social and i won't say that i'm not wanting to socialize anymore. That's just me being a hypocrite , lol which i'm not. I'm just packed with all new stuffs i'm going through. Form 4 ain't as easy as i thought , it's definitely not honeymoon year. Who ever said that should slap them self real hard in the face -.- I'm trying to cope with all the new sub topics cause i wouldn't want anything red on my report card, no more please. It'll be hard enough to catch up again if i fool around now. Plus i have trainings from Tuesday till Saturday , apparently Monday and Sunday is the only day i'll be free , but still stuck with homeworks. One thing for sure , upcoming holidays , i'll have to meet all the people i'm missing right now. Nothing or no one can stop me , please don't even try. I miss you , you , you and you. Especially Nina Kamilia and Atikah Aliah , you too Adly Zuraidy hihi

Are you down with me ?

Highlight of the day : I kicked Akbar in the balls , hoyeah that felt great BAHAHA :)

Well today i wasn't really in the mood , dua to one particular lifeless human hihi i wonder who it is *kau terasa dah boleh pergi bunuh diri skrng* Lately i don't know what's going on. I'm not being myself , somehow i just feel not me. I've lost my inspiration to write and draw. At one moment i just held that pen but no words was written, no drawing was imaged. I'm empty somehow. Thank god i have them who's here to make my day.

So as i said , i'm not in the mood. I guess i shall end it here , taa.

p/s : babylion , if you're reading this , just so you know i need you too :( I miss you Atikah Aliah. And Nina Kamilia , i miss you a lot , haihh

Let's keep on counting the seconds.

2 months; 62 days; 1488 hours; 89280 minutes; 5356800 seconds♥

Yes i am few days late cause i've been away. But whatever , Happy 2 months babyafro , i love you loads

Guess who's back

Fuck , what a week man. I have to reorganize my sleeping time yo , i've been falling asleep at 8pm till 12am then stay awake till 4 am and back to sleep. What a mess , damn it.

I haven't really got that exact free time to blog. School in the morning , hockey training in the afternoon and homework at night. Right after midnight is my time for Adly :) On monday , i was suprised to see Farid and Faiz , yeah the long lost twins. They were infront of school , picking Balqis up i guess. Farid hugged me like there's no tomorrow :O Then i was suprised that Syaza called me up and said she's in Shah Alam, so i met her too that day. Yeay me ! Tuesday nothing much happened i guess , just hockey training and i met Farid again , that's all. Wednesday was olahraga training, then Megat and Shahni thought me and Sabb how to dance , lol. Then we danced in the rain , bahaha.

Today was okay i guess. A wicked feeling mixed up in one day. Pissed off , exhausted , crack and loads more. Julie picked me up , Bad drived and Noi was there too. Went to Section 7 to pick up Dolly and then head back to Section 2. Jacky came later on. Hockey training was exhausting , had to run around the rugby field , then push ups , star jumps , sit ups and other shits we had to do. TIREEEEEED as fuck now. So i guess that's it , nothing left to say. Goodnight.

p/s : and yes i'm trying to not mention about someone or something. hihi good icky.

Sincerely,

Icky;

Got me coming undone

I've been practicing for this Hindi dance. Us cousins are performing for Kaklong Jaja's wedding , hihi something new for all of us. There's 14 of us , 7 girls and 7 boys. It's fun though , although it's tiring and loads of steps to memorize but yeah i can cope with it :)

Me and Adly has been ay okay , tiny fights i can push aside , that ain't tearing us apart , hell no. I know he'll never let go no matter what anyways. And guess what , i think it's adorable when he cries. Especially when he denies it , lol he sucks at lying. I love you retard♥ I wanted to meet Nina today at the skatepark but today was packed with all other sorts of stuff , so maybe next week okay baby ?Although things are just smooth , but there are several bumps that i'm going through. Thank god i have Adly and bestfriends to hold on tight so i won't fall. It seems like a big deal to me cause losing a bestfriend would hurt more than anything else, let's just hope it's not ending. 4 years and still counting , right ? :(

Okaaaay i've been listening to too much slow songs , let's pump up the beat , shall we ? Got nothing to blog about actually , it's a boring weekend *yawn* Hihi toodles.

Sincerely,
Icky;