Mixed up

When you don't have what you want, you know exactly what you want and what you need. But once you got it, you suddenly pause and think , is this what you really want ? I'm not so sure either of what i want right now , i don't even know what i need . Everything all mixed up , my emotions all mixed together. What do i get? Fucking mood swings (: Hoorahh. Currently grounded , can't go out and here i am in my room doing nothing but writing this blog. How interesting (: I'm bored , toodles <3