Hoyeah , school started and it's been a week. It's not that bad though , morning session is wayyy different from afternoon session. Morning session teachers are okay, but Salwani, Rosliyah and Maizan can go die , NOWWWWWW -.- Fucking pain in the ass. They 3 has some issues with school kids, pfth. Just because their lifes are over, they wanna end ours -.- GILA KUASA MACAM SIAL. Hishhh shoh. But at school is the only place i'm problem free. Homeworks are not that bad once you catch up, do not leave anything behind. Pay attention in class and your ay okay. Riiiight Icky, as if your way prepared for PMR. Yeah , actually i'm not , not at all. Yeah , lack of confidence but i'll build it up :)
Life right now is way messed up, no seriously. I don't have anyone right now and yes i do not trust anyone either. Go die lah. People shit alot these days and i'm sick of it. They just pretend to care but actually they don't. It's sad once you think of it again. It hurts when I think back of how people treated me before this. It stings alot once i imagined back all the pain i've gone through. It made me feel so useless and worthless. Put yourself in my shoes and you'll know what i'm talking about. Gahhh , sorry people but i'll be away for the moment. Busy with school , busy trying to change , busy trying to build a bette life , busy with my family , busy making myself busy. Chow <3
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