Life's stresses

Friends come and go , family stays as the rivers flow. The one you can always count on can be a bestfriend , but most important are those who has been there for you your whole life. Regrets and mistakes , i've met them all. I guess sometimes life's stresses gets you down, you intend to rebel more because of what they say. Because of my stupid act , i found out a lot. Friends suck at this very moment, and family is my priority. They were there all the way and they didn't give up , well at least some of them. I don't really fancy meeting the others who did. Made promises and satisfied for the results. What i did 2 nights ago was stupid , i have to admit. Way out of league and takes a lot of courage and you have to be way selfish to be able to do so. I didn't think of anyone else but just me, how selfish pfth. They opened up my eyes and cleared up my mind from all those fucking problems that screwed me up. I'm sorry for everything and everyone that got involved in this, i shouldn't have dragged any of you down with me. Thanks for all the support , help and advices. Let's just hope for a better change (:

Stop , drop , roll

You can't imagine the words i'll say to make you mine♥

A confession i have to make today, something i've been lying to myself for a loooong time. I miss being in love and i miss being loved. Totally different feelings. And i hate this thoughts i've been having lately. Sheeeeesh , go awaaaaay stupid thoughts , shooh ! School has been very very boring and dull. I've been sleeping in class , the teacher barely enters the class , ain't my fault then , hihi . i think i like him , shut up . Seriously , i don't feel like blogging. Don't really know what else to spill , cause honestly i have no idea what i'm thinking. Yeah , pretty empty. Toodles.

xoxo,
Icky♥

Once upon a fairytale

I've read something very true in Lola's profile. We seem to listen the bad side of someone but never intend to know the good side. We judge the outside of someone , but never seem to care about the inside. We sit and enjoy the pleasure of seeing people frown and miserable with they're life , wishing they had a better one. We prefer to sit and talk about someone who barely did anything to us, but we never realize the good things she / he ever did. No , this is not exactly how she wrote , but this is the synopsis though. How cruel can humans these days be. Cold heart and no sense of guilt. Yeah , that's probably it. I can't say that i don't talk shit , but maybe there's just a limit to it. Everybody needs friends , everybody needs some peace and privacy in they're own life. We do our part by not invading any of it. Easy come , easy go.

Okay, on monday i met E. He came to see me at Iera's house. Hell yeah , i missed him alot. I followed him to see his manager, he wanted some cash. I'm still not used to his bald head hahaha. I miss F also , it's been a week since i last met him. Hmm , hope to see you tonight. Today , Bo came to Iera's house to see me. How sweet of him , i know haha. And he gave me 10bucks , woot ! I love you Bo♥ hahaha. We talked a lot since it has been ages since we actually sat down together and talked. He had loads to tell and so did i. I can always count on him.

PMR is in less then 3 months , what am i doing now? Wasting my time doing nothing. Yes , i want to work harder but i never seem to try. I don't know why. Come on Icky , you know you can. *screams* Trials in 5 weeks , and i can't even get A for Sejarah , BM and Maths. Stupid youuu, go do some reading ! No offense , i'm talking to me. Now there's really something wrong with me, haha. E is calling , later.

xoxo,
Icky♥

Biiitch (!)

Aku cakap kau bodoh , nanti kau marah. Aku cakap kau tak reti malu , batak and obsess jantan nanti kau kata aku pukimak. Haha but sadly i am not the only one saying it :) how can i ever change you? How can i ever make you realize you are not ALL THAT? You're only embarassing yourself. You got issues and you really need some attitude adjustment. Enough with you're bitchy attitude , everybody's getting sick of it. Even i am , but you never seem to understand when i tell you. Comes in your right ear and comes out from your left. Please , have some sense of human. Make a stop to this nonsense of yours.

Sincerely,
Icky♥

I've got you now ,

100 days to go people , dont forget to inhale and exhale. Yes , i am talking about PMR , sadly i'm a fucking candidate *smiles* Went to Cheercomp with dearest brother today. Woke up at 7.30 for breakfast with siblings and parents, came home and get ready straight to Bukit Jalil. It was nice to finally meet Atilia , Fiqa , Virginie , Izyan , Kroll , Amer , and a bunch of other people i can't seem to recall. Sheesh. Yeah i saw Fizzy the bald head too , har har. Lama tak nampak batang hidung budak tu. Budak baik katanyaaa ;p Spent most of the time with Atilia and Fiqa though , hee. Rinduuuuuuuu *hugs* Oh report card day went fine btw , yeah i know it's been ages but whatever. I've been lazy to go online , haha . I saw D and he was effin cute, i am absolutely effin happy E came back , F has been effin sweet and sadly there is no G heee . Sedih tak dapat jumpa Saby and Rose , haihh. Okay dah penat , esok sekolah.

xoxo ,
icky♥