Sayang ,

Empty heart, rolling roller coaster ride, this is how i wreck myself inside, i am tired of being myself, i am tired of being someone else, and i am tired of being here. Shake the bottle, twist the cap, smash it hard, to the ground, hit the mud, cut your ears, see how it turns in a different way, none alike you thought it should be. First, i said i’ve got nothing to live for, she replied, "no." Then, i asked her what that i’ve got to live for, she said, "no, you’re wrong." I am running backward hoping for somebody to catch me before i fall down, before i drown. And we swim to the shore, days come and go, i’ll love you, you will love me, thats all that we need, fuck off everything, we believe in jealousy, i can live but i wish i could die, not yet. Sayang, i am coming home tonight, we will let go everything, just to see how it turns better tomorrow, see i wonder how it could be anything stupid or harder than this.

Well , Pian and Zakwan was singing this song one night when we were in Section 8. And i recorded, i scrolled back to the videos i recorded during the holidays , and suddenly i loved this song. Lol , thanks Pian for telling me the title :) It's deep though. Heee , enjoy. Cheers !