Sunday, September 19

Truth be told ,

I've lived for 16 years and I think I've been through just about enough. Just enough to figure out all kinds of humanbeing on this planet. And I'm starting to get sick of it.

There's this kind that enjoys watching people live in misery which bugs the shit out of me. Some would even kill just so someone would breakdown and cry. Some enjoys spending hours to judge about someone's past. And some just looooove putting someone's dignity down to the ground. It somehow entertains them in some kind of way that I can never understand. You could just sit around with a bunch of friends talking about your OWN past , see if you can do that instead. I bet you can't either , theres just some parts of your life that you just wish you could erase. Everyone has 'em , so why in the world are you minding someone else's life? I don't think it affect you in anyway. I've been there , done that and somehow I feel so stupid that I just wish I could realize all this earlier.

My life myself is a wreck so why should I mess up others? It doesn't benefit me , not even a bit. I should just sit down quietly and mind my own problems. Better yet , I should just waste time with my friends other than sitting around useless people that just wants to take advantage.

There's another kind that just loves to take everyone for granted. Somehow they just don't know how to appreciate. Every single deed someone has done for them , they just take it so easy and don't even bother about the effort nor sincerity. Some sort of heartless creep , I would say. Why is it so hard for everyone to treat everyone equally? Don't like them , doesn't mean you have to ruin their life. Ignore them , don't let them exist in your life , that's all. Easy as that.

All I can say is , you might enjoy all that fucked up heartbreaking and life ruining act of yours for now , but how would like it if it was you who had to go through all that? I bet it would suck real bad. So why the fuck do it if you would for sure hate it if it happened to you. Don't be a hypocrite. I'm not that nice , I'm not that perfect. But last time I checked , this is my blog. Yeah, my blog. So screw your comments , this is what I have to say.

Sincerely,
Icky

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