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I've been away for this  few days. Too much in my head , will be okay soon i hope :) toodles

Raise your voice ,

Mama made lasagna today, and i felt reaally guilty eating it. I'm gaining weight *sigh* I can't believe i have less than a month left to spend the holidays before i head for UK. Sheeeesh. I still need to find boots. If anyone has any idea where i can get very very comfortable boots that's suitable for winter and lots of walking , please tell me -.-

Ariff is in McD right now , playing cards perhaps. I'm at home, lazing around in my room , on my bed with my laptop on my lap. What a fun day, pfth . Okay it's not that i don't wanna post anything , but it's just that i don't know what to post. I've been giving too much attention to Tumblr , sorry blogspot. Aaaa, it's raining , i wanna take a nap, goodnight xxx

Guilt

Aaa i've been crazy about Tumblr till i ignored Blogspot completely. All my posts lately are dull and useless, pthh.

Sorry blogspot :(

Get wet ,

Today was , great :) Not to mention wet and tiring , uhh very (!) I fell asleep again while talking to Ariff , but good thing the webcam turned off before i fell asleep , hihi suddenly i was being thankful to my gay internet connection. Thanks to Ariff for playing Counter Strike and leave me alone waiting till he finish, fuuunnnn -.- Mmg confirm tertdo ah kan. So Hakim woke me up around 1 something, we were heading to OU for flyfm 4th anni. I got up and straight head for the showers , got ready , ate lunch and by 3 something everyone was ready so we hit the road. Arrived around 4, Meme dropped me and Hakim first , he was off to somewhere else pfthhh.

I met up with Zarith, went to Jetty to meet his friends. Naim , Naim's brother , 2 guys and 3 girls ,i forgot the names , my bad -.- Then i met some othet people there. Went in and met up with Ariff(: in front of MPH. Teman dia carik buku sumpah annoying , suruh tanya taknak tanya , hish. I bumped into Airene, Wawa, Rose, Nick, Ema, Bella. It was freaking packed. I was thankful to get a call from my baby Amaa :) She was with her ex hihi. 4 of us just sat there in front of A|X for quite long. I met Fauzan haha setahun dah tak jumpa dia , serious rindu gila :') I also met Ferd, Anep, Rahman, Mush, Ayang, Thariq, Naddy, Teha, Eryn, Syed, Wan, Alepo, Laila, Fielza, Fir, Shidi, Apis, Fiera, Wanie, Farah and some other people i can't really recall right now. I was happy to see Nina but at the end of the show , pfthh -.- I saw Aiman Monir, so went to him then suddenly i saw Akmal a.k.a botak haha. Yeah , met tons of people , it was great since it's been ages since i last went out and socialize. The performance was great , spending time with Ariff was the best, the rain made us wet and look freaking sakai haha. But what ever it is , i still had fun , haha :)

Take five,

Sleep sleep sleep , i need more sleep :O I haven't got that enough sleep for these past few days , damn it. Just imagine those panda eyes, aww so cute right ? PFTH haha say hello to eyebags :) I watched This Is It on Wednesday in Cineleissure. Went shopping with mummy and sister before the movie started. Didn't shop that much , just a beanie and a sweater. The movie was great , i thought i was the only one who cried , eeek i was wrong. Even my sister cried , haha. It's sad now that he's gone :'( Yesterday mama went to OU but i was left at home alone with the maid, Cause i fell asleep , bahaha, Good thing she bought me this nice cardigan from Cotton On , me liiiike :D

I was trying to sleep at 3.30am cause Dzul said we should go off together , i agreed but sooooomebody wanted to stay a bit longer. Until 4.15am , i couldn't take it so i told him i'm off to bed. Uhh i was wrong , Apit had to call at that late hour. He got a free call , no it is not his birthday today lol , he got it for no reason , babi ah Hotlink , nak jugakkk.

I felt like i slept only for 5 minutes. 9.15a.m sharp my sister woke me up and asked me to get ready. I was like whaaa ? She said we're off to KL , damn it. We went for breakfast then shoot for KL. We stopped in Sungei Wang, as i stepped in i saw some gorgeous shoes. It was a white gladiator wedges zipped up at the back and it was above the heels. But mummy told me to be patient, we'll be spending more during Boxing Day later in UK. Waitt , did i tell you i'm off to UK for 3 freaking weeks in december ? Well yeah , i am -.- I'm gonna miss 3 parties , pfthhh whatever , at least i get to shop haha. Uhh back to today, we shopped a lot , i mean like A LOT. I got my self 2 skinnies , 1 tights , 3 tops , 2 sleeveless , 4 long sleeves, 1 belt and a cardigan some more hihi. I love you mummy <3 Today was very tiring , now i just want to sit back and relax or maybe sleep , seriously i am hell sleepy.

Aten and Tyka , i miss you babies. Weyna , be ready for me next week. Syra , Cheras is not that far from Bangi hihi. Nina , sorry i couldn't make it today , sobsob. I love you girlfriends <3

Forgive me ,

I'm sorry , i really am. If only you could put your self in my shoes for a minute or two, then tell me what will you do.

Huff and Puff

I went to school two days in a row , yeay me :) And i didn't skip , not even a session. I am so proud of me , round of applause. 4th November 2009 , yeah I barely slept , stayed awake till 6.30a.m , then mom came in asking me to get ready for school. I stayed up wasting time with Youtube and chatting with this gay ass pervert i love named Ariff :p Yeah , i talked to Zarith till 1.30am and it was time for him to go to bed , he's having exams till next week bahaha . I went to school with these very red eyes and terrible eye bags. I am not fucking stoned , i repeat I am fucking clean -.- pfthh morons. I fell asleep with my contact lens on , and it turned red and very irritating , get it ? Good ! So as i was just about to lie down in the APD room, Pn Rugayah came up and asked me to follow to the teachers room. She needed help to type for the certificates. As i was having recess with Syaza, then all of a sudden our duty keep on coming and coming. We had to check the after recess attendance , we had to hand out the letters , we had to run to the office, run back and forth from the hall to the library and finally stopped at the teachers room. Yes , i love teacher for giving us RM5 for all the running , sweat and aching. Did i mention somebody switched their shoe with mine? Yeah , what a day *sigh

So i came home tired as ever , went online and there was Ariff greeting me , yeay (: And suddenly AimanMonir said hi also, and then so did Zarith. Had a short chat , took my shower and waited for Meme to send me to Azra's. While i was waiting at the couch, yeah go figure, i fell asleep for an hour. Mama woke me up and off to her house. Met her mom who was quiet ill, and then Idzhar came pick us up, and picked Ayie up on the way. We went to McD for something to eat , hell yeah we were hungry. So me and Azra were talking talking talking about a certain someone , hihi then we laughed our ass of over something i can't mention here. Got our food and off to the Section 12 Helipad. We ate our food so me and Azra went out and sat by the car, having some ciggs. Then suddenly Ayie looked at us with a very blurr face and his mouth half opened, revealing the BigMac he was chewing. Not only that , he also had Mayonnaise all over his mouth. It cracked us up by just looking at him. And suddenly my mind turned dirty, BAHAHA yeah i'm gonna keep it to myself , Dah sedaaaap kan Idzhar ;p So they dropped us at DE , and there i met Shidi, Mazrul and Apis. Yeah i wanted to laugh looking at the two bald heads, hihi i miss them though awww. Then Azra tagged along to come home with me , we had our burgers again , and brother sent her home :)

Ordinary , plain , dull yet full of laugh. Yeah , what a day .

Sincerely,
Icky♥