Thinking of you ,

Comparisons are easily done. Once you've had a taste of perfection. Like an apple hanging from a tree. I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed. You said move on. Where do I go, I guess second best. Is all I will know. Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you. Thinking of you, what you would do if, you were the one. Who was spending the night.Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes. You're like an Indian summer. In the middle of winter. Like a hard candy. With a surprise center. How do I get better. Once I've had the best. You said there's tons of fish in the water. So the waters I will test. He kissed my lips. I taste your mouth. He pulled me in. I was disgusted with myself. Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you. Thinking of you. What you would do if, you were the one. Who was spending the night. Oh I wish that I was looking into. You're the best, and yes I do regret. How I could let myself let you go. Now the lesson's learned, I touched it I was burned. Oh I think you should know. Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you. Thinking of you. What you would do if. You were the one. Who was spending the night. Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes. Looking into your eyes. Oh won't you walk through, and bust in the door. And take me away, Oh no more mistakes. Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

Sucks to be me , he's still in my head no matter how bad i try pushing him away. Seeing him with her, hurts more then being stabbed in the heart. But what can i do ? I kept on trying harder and harder to move on , tried to be happy with another guy , but heck , it's always him on my mind. I can't do it , i admit i can't . I'm weak and i'm sorry :/

Fight , Score , Win .

Hoyeahhhh , today was satisfying enough for me. Actually, it was VERY satisfying :) Yes , Merah won and i cheered my ass off. Our performance wasn't as bad as i thought it would turn out , it was actually great :) I was happy Weyna was ther for me , the others said they would show up , but they didn't. But Amer showed up as well with 3 of his friends which names i can't seem to remember , bahaha. Amer showing up was very suprising though , i didn't expect he would actually come so yeah, Thanks muka tetek (: He was making faces the all day with scars all over his body -.-

These are the results for 2009's Sports Day :

Cheerleading :

1. Suria
   
2. Segara
3. Purnama
   
4. Buana

Kawat Kaki :

1. Segara
2. Buana
3. Purnama
4. Suria

Keseluruhan :

1. Purnama !
2. Segara
   
3. Buana
4. Suria

Yes yes , Purnama / Merah won everything :D 2 years in a row we've been losing , but heck we've shined again this year ! Hell no we didn't fall (: I was happy for Suria / Kuning for getting first place in cheerleading :D They were really good , i had to admit :) But today had loads of screaming , cheering and shouting. Everyone was jumping for they're achivements. It's a happy day :') Can't wait for next year's sports day.

Winning is our aim , Purnama is our name . And whoahhhh we're number 1 , say whaaaat ? We're number 1 ! AUUUMMMMM :D

Merah is hot to go ! H - O - T T - O G - O ! AUUMMM , it's hot to go ! Auuuummm !

Now who's got the guts to fight and win ? AUMMMMM !

Hey , hey you ! Get out of my way because today is the day we're gonna blow you away ! beat that !

We're strong and we're hot , we're everything you're not! Purnama's gonna shake the field , so show us what you got , HAH !

Yeah , that's mostly all of our cheers (: More to think , more to create . Wait for it , teheee . Pictures will be uploaded soon , toodles <3

Check it out (:

Pump it up ,

Hey ho (:
i'm suppose to be studying right now , but i'm taking 15 minutes to go online , bahaha. Well , 3 days left and it's sports day. Woah , it's happening so fast , it's already March ! That means PMR is also getting closer , shit :/

Speaking of sports day , guess what i really can't wait about ? The fact that i'll get to meet Weyna , Fifi , Fiqa and Danial (?) okay Danial tu sesat sikit , tah macam mana dia boleh sesat . Somebody explain please -.- HAHAHA , gila weh , semua nak berkumpul kat hari sukan aku gak en , tarahal , sayaaaaaaaaang korang ketat ketat ♥ I'm fucking nervous , if i mess up only one step , it'll be fucking embarassing , serious shit :/ But heck , i'll be going up to get my medal , hooray hooray :)

You know , this year sports day has been World War 3 -.- Semua kerja nak carik pasal je , benda kecik jadi besar. Nak gang up lah apa lancau semua nak attack rumah Merah , wtf -.- Bring it to the stadium , don't talk shit now. What the hell is wrong with them , i have no fucking idea , pegi lah mati .

Okay i am fucking tired , goodnight <3>

I thought you wanted the same for me .

I was reading Weyna's blog just now and yes i had to agree with her latest post. That song can make me cry all night. It means alot and it has something to do with me to. It hurts alot once i think about it again , and it seems dumb cause i keep making that as an excuse to hurt myself.


P/S : If you want the lyrics , do check it out in Faradawina's blog (: Haha , find the link yrself , it's somewhere in my blog by the sides.

It's been 4 months i haven't felt being loved , cuddled , hugged , and kissed by someone that can make me get butterflies in my stomach. It's been long enough i haven't got goodmorning texts and sweet goodnight wishes just before i go to sleep. It's been long since i last had someone care about me as much as he would care about his self. It's been long since i had a real hug , a sincere hug that is. It's been long since i've been inlove , it's been long since i last day dreamt in class about only ONE person. Texting all day long , hours of phone calls , sharing and caring , loving and giving , loyal and trust . I miss all that , but at the same time , i hate taking the risk. If only there was someone who could make this feeling go away. Please , i mean please take my hand and let me have a love story of my own <3